'Feeling' Dead

Do you ever feel that you lose someone or anything that makes you feel sad?
Well for me yes.I try to kill myself like jumping from a buliding,slash
my wrist,destroying people property and many more because I many problem
that i cant solved.This are some rules that yall can applied in your
daily life.

Rule1
Be positive dont be negative

Rule2
Talk to someone that you know
its perfect and good
(Exp teacher,ur mom,counselling
people, your uncle)

Rule3
Dont keep it to yourself

Rule4
Dont do anything stupit
like sniffing Glue

Rule5
Dont be a slashing Emo
be a poetic Emo its good

Rule6
Keep your head Up all time

This is What i write on the day that i feel dead

Im willing to change but it came out totally strange
Its becoming harder cause its a long range
the first step that i wanna be good its a big pain
Nothing to do with good but im just doing the same
making it better, just cry with this terrible weather
reflect on what i done stupit sitting on my soft leather
back there making future its doesnt matter
I almost lost everything that i have
cause i hav bad acts know wonder ma girl left
lie down on my bed nothing better to do
just feeling halluination cause i sniff glue
I aint got a clue, to take or to throw
doing this stuff its like secret
doing this things its making me like a hopeless lizard
its unfair cause i ant got tender loving care
i really want to get rid of this badness
im sick cause in my life theres no happiness